I'm playing the most AWESOME game!!!! 

I already beat the first one and now me is on da second one!! 

I think i'm now officially obsessed!!

I have learned much

I'm not the brightest person and sometimes it takes me a while I guess
Even when I was playing my game I just got last week Kingdom Hearts it takes me forever to figure things out sometimes. 
I did not like a guy at school
I would say I hated him but it wasn't really hate...it was more hurt
That fact that he hurt my feelings and didn't care
Well, I've found that is how guys are.  They don't really know when they hurt you and because they are guys and don't get emotion like us girls do, they have no idea what to do about it. 

I have found that "When you hate someone you think you are hurting them with your hate, but hate is a curved blade".  It hurt me worse than him, I would cry and weep because of him.  We were such good friends...he was like a twin brother.  He would walk to my house to play catch, he would give me a birthday present...he came over once when I was sick to see if I was okay.  He doesn't do that now.
Those are just memories.  I don't want him to do those things again.  Some days he's awesome and cares.  Some day's he hyper, and other's I forget that he's younger than me. 
I appoligized to him for me being stupid.
He didn't really get it, but hay most boys don't.

I make mistakes, hate it, but I won't mature if I don't.

Someone asked me today if I was religious
I thought up later the answer I should have used:
I'm not religious.  I am a follower of Jesus Christ.  He's way ahead of me and I'm just trying to keep up.  It's hard sometimes because I stumble on the road, become weak and weary and sometimes it all seems so impossible.  I just have to learn to pick myself up and keep going.

Well, that is all of my weird babbling...SORRY!!

toodles

OMG I FEEL SMART!!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!

Current Simple GPA (S1): 3.5714

A song that discripes what I feel:

I am a flower quickly fading
here today and gone tomorrow
a wave tossed in the ocean
a vapor in the wind
still you hear me when I'm calling
Lord you catch me when I'm falling
and you've told me who I am
I am yours

I am nothing special.  I falter like everyone else.  I make mistakes like everyone does.  I have done nothing great, I am nothing great.  Yet I know that I am someone special to God.  He knows that I will fall, I will stumble, that I will fail.  He knows my weaknesses, my thoughts, my desires, my passions, my sins.  Yet I know that my very brokenness is one thing that he loves about me.  To him I am unique, I am special, there is no one like me.  I'm not saying I'm better than anyone, I sin and fail like everyone. 
So what am I saying?  Well, read the song again if you must know.

<Laggan Dam
Who created or thought up this Dam? I've never seen him, but I know that he must exist because right here we can see his work.  The universe and everything in it did not just show up on it's own, that's just like saying this dam is millions of years of weathering and erosion.  What's even more interesting is that the universe is a trillion times more complicated than this dam.

This week was perty good!!  Friday wasn't a very good day, until we went to the movies!  My youth group went to see Facing the Giants.  ALOT of people I knew were there.  I walked in and there was ERIC!!  Then I saw the Batsons right behind them!!  My dad went to talk to the Batsons while we got our seets.  Then when we sat down 2 others right beside us were there that I knew!  WOW!!  I thought the movie was pretty good.  It had some weird acting and other stuff, but other than that it was really good.  It made me cry, I think part of the reason I did cry was cause the guy in the movie cried and I can't take it when a guy cries.  I asked Eric about the movie the next day and he liked it. 
Band was okay.  The guys on my bus were very perveted, but funny.  We went to the mall and I got to bust my moves at the arcade on DDR with a few other people.  A guy bought me a bracelet with his tickets + some of my tickets.  He's a cool guy, but no.  He plays drums so I didn't sit by him or anything, and no.  Just no.
My parents told me that I might have to have someone take me home after the game so my other guy friend did.  We had a nice talk, it was cool.
I got to eat lots of yummy stuff.
COOKIE DOUGH!!!
YYYUUUMMMYYY!!

The band had some downs.  Alot of drama!
Lots and lots of band drama.
What is with high school drama!!!
Everyone is so mad at each other! 
What is the point in holding a grudge anyway, it gets you now where!
Then when someone says sorry, they don't care.
They have to keep on hating that person and can't except forgivness.
My gosh GROW UP!!!!!

What usually starts it is guys. 
It's always stupid boyfriend girlfriend stuff.
If people aren't even mature enough to have one, then why have one?
But no, they have to feel loved.

They say they love them when they don't even know what love is

What is love?
I'll give a hint:

True Love is:
patience
kind
true love is blind
knows no pride
knows when to let go
knows when to say no
trust
pure
not selfish
forgiving
understanding
knowing
unconditional (love no matter what)
compation

That's not all, I know that for a fact.
Relationships these days are not about that anymore.
they are about  "ME!!!  Make ME happy!!"

That's just what I've been thinking latly I guess.
I'll tty all later toodles!

I have pics of some the things that happend today!!


Our awesome track/football/marching feild at 6:45 AM

Josh a lookin funnay!

ANNE!!

Kara!!

Brandon!!  The most awesome Freshman ever!

uh....lol ya

April a smilin!

April chasing Axle!

Janice and Mr.Carr!

Tiffany a smilin!!  (There ya go Tiffany, ya like it?)

My math teacher brought in a box with a.....
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BULL FROG INSIDE!!!!!

That is much of what tis happend today!!
TOODLES AND I LOVE YOU ALL!!